Hadapi Dengan Senyuman

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….

Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff

Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

by: Dewa


p/s : Aku dalam dilema

Please don't judge me

I received a call from someone who asking me if I were interested to join her in one business. Not a big one, a small ones. Actually she is one of my relatives. I just cant promise her anything yet cause it may take some times for me to think about it. So I purposely told her that maybe that was not the right time yet. There’s a lot of things to be consider and it is not as easy as ABC.

She was a bit upset with my decision. She kept telling me that I was not thinking of my future. At first I was a bit surprise as she keeps telling me that. That was not the first time. It was the third time as she were about to ask me to be her partner. And again, she said that maybe I cant consider my decision since I didn’t see the opportunity in that business. She said, maybe I should join govt, and telling me that I was just waiting for a miracle.

" you may not as lucky as what u think.." that was what she told me.

Hey, who are you to judge me? Who are you to tell me that I was not as lucky as what I think? Who are you to say that you are the luckiest person ? who are you to be the judge? …….

Don’t be too arrogant if you think you have everything. You may lost "it" if "it" is not belongs to you. Remember, life is not as what you think.

What a silly.

I was a bit emo at first. But I tried to calm down and told her that I don’t need her bloody thought.

I take it as a challenge. To me, we may don’t know what will happen in the future. And I dun need those stupid double faces who come and bother my life. WTF.

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me : got no lost

TGIF

Today is Friday..as ususal..I extremely waiting for Friday. Starting from Monday ( which I hate Monday! ), I will counting to Friday…cause it is the end of a hectic days….at last!…Actually I haven’t got any plan yet for this coming weekend..but suddenly my mom called me and suggests to bring along my kids to hometown….probably they will overnight and will send them back only on Sunday evening…hmmm…I was thinking too….as I never been far away from my kids…eventho there will be no problem at all, cause I will “export” my maid too…well, maybe it’s a good idea…and maybe me n hubby can be bujang sementara…hehe…so we will make an appointment to date…..hahaha

Tense

I wish I could have a lots of money. Oh..no, not just lots, but loooottttttssss of money I mean. So that I can buy anything I want in this whole world. Tell me how....how can I settled my hutang piutang….sometimes it makes me think….and thot of doing something new in my life….but what? I have no idea yet.…everything is just so messy....it will end up with nothing.....here and there…..at last, my life become complicated ..…but it doesn’t make sense if I take 1 year leave….ko gila? ....I can’t even stop working too.....if not how am I gonna pay the f****** bills?.....yah, bills…car installment, my study loan, credit card, my shopping expenses…aiyoo.....

I need a break

BELASUNGKAWA

I just got a bad news from my colleague , Zabil. His father had passed away last night at 11.30 pm after met an accident a few days before.

Al fatihah.....

P/s : Hanya Dari Allah Kita Datang, Kepada Allah Juga Kita Kembali

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TIRED…TIRED…TIRED..TIRED..TIRED....Of being nice to people who never understand me......Full Stop

Weekend

When you were away for on leave, then make sure u have enough “brain” when you come back to the office coz there are loads of “deserts” coming for you to digest. Hehe..got what I mean? Nevamine..

Last weekend I had a fun time with my family..we actually plan to go for holiday in PD but last minute cancelled and we decided to go to Genting since there is lots of fun activities for kids in Genting. The kids were so excited and we overnight at First World coz it was so convenience as we just can walk down to the Indoor Park. I was so eager too, coz at least I can run away from my stressful office matters. hehe... Lets check out these photos..
More photos on my Fotopages, kay!












By the way, on Saturday pulak, I went to my cousin's ( Alin ) engagement. It was took place at her father's house in Rawang. Actually her father and mother has been separated since she was 5 years old and all this while she stayed with her mother, my aunty la..i called her Acik. I've been so closed with Alin since she was my only cousin yang satu kepala. Acik is just like my second mother as she was the ones who baby sit me since I was 3 years old. At that time, my parents quite busy with their work and i've been pampered with Acik. Me and alin did a lots of things together and we were just like sisters.


So, this is her time to settle down. I always pray for the best and hope that she will happy forever.

Yeay!!

It’s time to relaxxx..!!! I will be away for on leave by Thursday and Friday. Yeay!! Loads of activities coming up and I am very eager and cant wait to have a very long holiday..heheh..In the meantime, I am now in the process of making sedulang hantaran for my cousin’s engagement. I will definitely contributing my creativity in d making of hantaran for her. Saje suka suka nak sponsore satu dulang since she is one of my closed cousins ever (my father’s side), so I would like to share this happy moments with her too. Esok nanti die kahwin aku dtg makan je la…heheheh…

People, I am happy today cause at last she deserves to get her “long version” partner since she is well known for a title of very..very fussy in a relationship. But this guy , I mean her future fiancé is just a simple guy and I am here approved and pray for her happiness moments with him. Insya Allah. Wait for my coming entry, I will update on her engagement ceremony soon!

Karma

Everyone has it's own history, stories and maybe good or bad. Do you believe in karma?

Karma is a sum of all that an individual has done is currently doing and will do. Karma is not about retribution or vengeance, karma simply deals with what is.

The effects of all deeds actively create past, present and future experiences. So, if you did something bad before, you deserves to get the “rewards” one day. , the effects maybe seen immediately or delay..

It is not a punishment actually, I dun really agreed with the word of punishment but we may say it as the actions and the effects of the actions. If you do good things, good things will come to you, BUT if you do bad things, then, bad things will come to you. Something bad has been done before and now you should have it back!. You see, it is not to say that every one deserves to have it, it is just a symbolic of behaviors and you may take it as your bad luck cause you deserves it!! I don’t know, maybe it is true.

I personally agreed of the perception of Karma. It makes me realizes that we were born to be what we intend to be, we personally create the colors of our life. Perhaps, we may take it as the guidance because being involved with karma is an unavoidable part of daily living.


p/s : We may not get everything we want, we have to face it, sometimes, "it" is not belongs to us, "it" is belongs to others.

Recall

I just got back to Office..was on medical leave on Monday…migraine..headache..stressed..semua jadi satu..

Loads of work waiting…checked outlook..33 emails waiting to open..??

Wow! ..1 day mc = 33 emails, 7 days = ?.....mati la mak..

Take a deep breathe before recalling all my tasks. New projects coming as I need to monitor for a new Portal for our big Telco.

Had a simple breakfast today, just a simple tuna bread..Enaugh.

Okay, I think that’s all for now. daaa…