Feeling great!!!

Myza won for the 3rd place in colouring competition

School holidays!! Ada beberapa hari je lagi sebelum sekolah nak mula cam biasa. Time ni la aku habiskan masa duk KL. Kakak terpaksa la ponteng tuisyen dia, takpelah seminggu je….

Alhamdulillah, tahap mabuk aku pun dah mula habis. Kali ni memang lain macam daripada yang sebelum ni. Tahap mabuk sampai aku tak leh bangun memang sangatlah menyakitkan, sampai aku rasa serik lak sikit. Itu 4 minggu pertama dulu, makan tak boleh, minum tak boleh, tido pun tak boleh. Yang aku boleh buat hanyalah bau vicks ajer. Semua keje umah memang my maid uruskan and hubby pulak macam tau2 je setiap hari beli lauk sebab aku memang tak masak. Nak masuk dapur pun aku tak selera apatah lagi nak masak. Now, Im entering the second trimester which is 15 weeks nak masuk ke 16 weeks. Baru lah ada rasa lega sikit and what the most important thing is I can cook as usual! Time nil ah semua jenis makanan barulah ada selera nak makan, and dis time I can try my new recipe …. Memang rindu sangat nak masak asam pedas which is my hubby’s favorite too. And one day I made my special ikan parang masak asam pedas campur bendi which I missed so much.!!

I went for my first check up last week at Hospital Columbia, Seremban 2. My hubby and the two kids excited terlebih sampai sanggup tunggu lama kat hospital. I appreciate that which at first I told hubby that I can go by myself, but he insisted to come with me. I met Dr. Intan, and she scans the baby. Dun know why, I feel so excited to see the tiny baby moving and kicking. It was the first experience of Myza and Ain to see the baby. They were so excited too and keep asking me to walk slowly…( macam lah takde experience…) as usual the doctor gave the copy of the baby scan and guess what, Myza yang sangat teruja terus keep the copy in her school bag and told me that she wanted to show it off to her atuk and uwan.

She is so happy, and I can see it when she come over to me everytime I watch TV and automatically say Hi to the baby. Sometimes she kissed my stomach and told me to take care of the baby…seems like she understand my situation and keep telling her adik that there will be new adik soon.!!! Im so glad that at least she could understand and hopefully she can help me after the baby born.

Dis time aku rasa sangat teruja and dun know why Im very excited too. I bought all kind of books of pregnancy to get more information. Memang banyak yang aku dah lupa since I’ve been waiting for 5 years. Setiap hari jugak aku akan pastikan aku amik buah as a dessert and a glass of anmum chocolate milk before I go to sleep. And I’ll try my best to complete reciting the whole Quran which I guess it can be the ‘food’ for the baby too.!!!

Cant wait for the next meeting with Dr Intan to see the progress of my tiny ones !!!

New Version

Me and Ain


Myza and Ain dah ready depan pintu

Me and Myza

Time flies so fast...everytime I started to blog, I'll keep on promising myself that I will keep on updating dis blog. But sometimes I failed to do so...for the reason that I had no time to keep dis blog alive. Busy is not only the reason, but that is the only reason I have. Lemme list down what comes across in my mind now..

1. Im happy with my life now.

2. I've finished my course last Disember. Satu kelegaan yang teramat luar biasa!!!!!


3. Ive been posted to somewhere near my place, easy to get reach to

4.I enjoyed myself during long school holidays, went for vacation and spent time with the kids at home.


5. I'm so glad that I can get rid of the office busy and sickening environment. It makes me headache with all the urgent meeting, proposal, bosses, appointment and dateline. Im free now !!!

6. I love with what Im doing now.

7. I can cook, cook, cook and cook more often during weekend. Kitchen in still my best 'corner'. Tried more recipies and i enjoyed doing the cooking. My new menu yesterday was Ayam Panggang with sweet sour sauce. Hubby Loves it so much and promise him to cook more often.

8. Myza and Ain enjoyed their school world now. But sometimes Ain shows her lazy faces when she is not in the mood of going to school. The ayah with his so kind hearted will say " ok, adik demam yer, but tomorrow adik skolah tau, promise!". And it makes me pening lalat everytime I called the maid asking for them and found that Ain is busy with her Tom and Jerry show. Pengsan...


9. My maid has agreed to continue her service. It really makes me feel bettteeeerrrrr....

10. Lastly, im happy with the good news. Myza and Ain will have new adik sooonnnnn!!!!! Mission accomplished!!!!


Till we meet again!!!

Im back to normal!!!

I'm back!!!

It's been a long time I havent update dis blog...obviously I feel weird ..dun know how to start with and what to write on....but, there's so many things in my mind. Thank you to all my friend who keep on texting me, calling and asking why am I so quite all dis while...sorry ....., for some reason that I couldnt answer your calls and unable to reply your messages. It's not that I have forgotten you guys but it's just that I really need a space to cater all things that need me to be focussed on.

I should say thank you to my hubby for giving my "live" again. As before I didnt borther about dis blog, I ignored my trouble tripple broadband problem ( now it's ok oredi)..and I never care bout all those things around me. What I know is ..assignements, assignments, assignments and assignments. Pepole would think that im too serious about my course..but that is just on people's thought. i'll tell bout my activities in my future entry....but now..i feel a lil bit okay..and plus, now i'm having my practicum that required me to go to school everyday..( i like it eventhough my pupils made me crazy sometimes...but still, I can go back at 1 ..that's the most important thing...huhuhu ) and of course .... I'm counting my school holidays soon..hahahah...

However, I still have time to go for my vacations...although it was just a weekend stay, but it was enaugh for me. ( will update my pictures soon!!) .Thank you again to Mr Amran for his understanding about his problematic wife that always borther him at midnight asking him bout a tiny little problem that he should not borther to. But he was still okay, never give up listening to my 'words' every time I feel down.

oh.. I think that's enaugh about Mr Amran huhuh....

Well, my kids are just fine..both are happy staying here with their uwan and atuk. nothing much I can say, they treat my kids more than me...they got super duper first class "treatment" than me...and they became closer to them. This place is heaven to them!!they got everything, just name it!! ( sometimes i think it is not good , but nevermind, it's just for a temporary rite, )


I think that's all for now....I've so many pictures to be update soon...many more stories too!!


see ya!!!!

My NEW world

I am in the library now, try to finish one of my assignment...I just got my new "baby"....my new Maxis wireless broadband...and now it is easier for me to browse the internet. My laptop seems to be my "bestfriend" now..I have to carry dis heavy thing averytime during the lectures coz there are a lots of task that required me to use this thing. A lot of presentation that needs me to use the power point slides. What to do..dis time around I need to find some space to settle all my work. At first, it's quite difficult for me to adapt with all this thing. It's been a while since I leaved my campus life, so it goes back to the square ones. I wish I could go and find some time for shopping during dis weekend...but...U WISH!!

Since I entered IPIK, my life totally different. No more free time, no more relaxing but totally my head was FULL with a lot of things to be done. It is a short course so, definitely I have to follow all the T & Co..( whatever) that stated here..the time table was extremely pack...class will start at 8.00 am and will be end at 4.30 p.m everyday, except for Friday. Friday will be heaven coz it's only a half day class ...but..u think I can go back that early?? U WISH la...there are a lot of activities waiting in the afternoon...have to join all the Gerko activities and badan beruniform....and have to join the camping and Bina Insan Guru soon..haiyya...dis is what the government servant usually do...

At first I felt a bit shocked..I consult with my hubby, dis and that, and he seems like marah me coz I never feel grateful of what I have now. There are thousand of people waiting for the empty place here and yet I was complaining all the time...yeah..he is right la...dis is actually what I want..so I should not be borther with all dis husle thingy and I was afraid that God will not blessing me.

Sometimes I wonder , why we never feel satisfied. Perhaps the quoates manuisa tak pernah merasa puas is correct. It's not that I dun like to be here, but u know, when u got something ( that u maybe wish ) , u still want more and more.... strange la kan. It's including me la...hehehe...so I kept telling myself, maybe this is what God wants me to be. At least I dun need to use the komuter anymore..thank GOD!!

So Long

Dear All

I want to bid farewell to you all and inform you that today is my last day in M__d__e. As I move on, I would like to take a moment to remember and cherish our times together. It's been great interacting and knowing each one of you.

I have enjoyed working for this company and I appreciate having had this wonderful opportunity to work with you all.

With many of you I have shared a unique chemistry which I hope will continue in the years to come even though I shall not be here with the company.

Last but certainly not least, I would like to thank all of you for your many kind words and never-ending support. It was a great journey which I called to be one of the greatest experiences working here.

Thank you again and I do wish the company very success in all it future endeavors.

Words cannot express my gratitude for the words of gratitude you did not express.

Regards
aNies

My last email to all my colleagues. As I will be joining a govt sector soon, I really hope that I still have time to update my blog. maybe it is not too often, but I will try to slot in whenever free. Looks like I have to register for Maxis Broadband so that I can bring my wireless with my own laptop wherever I go...hehehehe...good plan.


p/s: It's hard to believe that I will be entering a new episode in my life. I pray day and night and at last God grant me with this terrific moment of time.

Happy Birthday Ayang!!

It's been a long time I haven’t update my blog..lots of work, plus my office has move on to a new office building which is now in UOA, so I have no time to see this blog and plus the internet connection was so bad..( yela..baru pindah kan,,,wiring pun cam tak complete ).

Actually , I have so many things to tell, and so many many things in my mind, its juz that I have a limited time to share with.

But today is my Husband’s birthday. Today is his 33rd birthday. Dis morning before I walked out from the car, I’ve wished him Happy Birthday with one kiss..he juz smiled and knowing that he actually not so bother bout the prezie, I feel a bit guilty for not buy anything yet. Looks like I have to ask him to decide what he wants and we will get it soon or later.

Luckily he is not kind of person who is sensitive about his birthday. Not like me…I always become emo if I know that he’s forgetting my big day.. sungguh tak aci kan??

Well, that’s woman. We really adore someone who always listen and remember our big or special day. Tak gitu?

So, there’s nothing I wanted from him. It’s only his love. Dat’s all.

And one more thing, I’m happy coz at last my dreams come true. I’m glad that my Myza is finally happy with her school. She’s so happy with her friends and Im happy for her too.

One more thing..I have only 1 day before I leave this office and tomorrow will be my last day. Yes, I’m leaving. It is not a crucial decision since I know dis is my choice. I’v made up my mind and God knows what I’m doing. Thanks to Allah, at last my pray and my dream to be in Govt sector has come true.

p/s: Wanna have a celebration with my darling tonite..yehaaaa!!!

My True Love

Today is our day. Today is the 5^th celebration of our anniversary. One kiss is enough to tell him how much I love him dis morning. I whispered to his ears..we were meant to each other, let's be a great lover forever..I want nothing, except his true love. 5 years is not a short period I guess. But I’m proud that we are able to face all the obstacles in our marriage. It is not easy cause I was married at my age of 24 and he was 27. Quite young I guess so. However we never regret that, in fact I feel grateful cause at the age of 25 I already have my first princess. That is the precious prezzie for our first anniversary 4 years ago.

I juz love dis man. He is my husband, my brother, my great friend, my business partner and sometimes he can be my father too. Nothing much I can say to describe my feeling towards him. When I sad, I seek for Allah but he’s the one to be my shoulder to cry. When the time I feel not good, ( cause my mood is always unpredictable), he’s the one who cushion me with his sweet talk., he dun know how to be a poetic lover actually, but he tried so hard to be my great romantic partner. I dun mind and I dun bother. I juz love the way he is, cause I already know from the first time we met that he is a very simple person. But when the times he had to consider being romantic, I can see he struggling very hard to make me happy.

I still remember during my birthday last year. He tried to make a surprise. I know he is not that kind of person. But that short moment of surprise make me cry. As I asked him, why did u do all this? He juz said that he wanted to have something different on my birthday and at that time I was speechless cause before that I’ve scold him for not remembering my birthday. And he juz told me that he never forget my big day. How sweet.

I dun ask much. I juz want to be at his side forever. I juz want him to be the father of my children forever. I juz want him to know that I love him. We appreciate the special 'touch' we have. We appreciate the companionship more. We feel the love deeply in our hearts. We now know that we pledge our marriage in God's name.

What more can I say bout dis man?

He is juz HIM. He is the one who I knew 5 years before.

Thank you Allah for giving HIM as my husband. :)