M.I.A

I received a sms from one of my friend. It’s a simple message but full with questions.

“ boyfriend aku hilang…dah 2 minggu, tak dapat dikesan, kereta je ada tapi die takde. Aku dah repot polis..tolonglah..aku buntu”

Errrr….I was shock at first. Nowadays we heard a lot of bad stories highlighted in newspaper. Everything could be possible, I don’t know how to explain as I don’t know what actually happened between her and d boyfriend. I just can tell her to be more patient and at the same time try to ask from his family members. This situation reminds me of my past, as my boyfriend suddenly missing without any news. I know how she feels right now, it seems that she don’t know how to react. I used to feel the same before. It hurts but still I can manage myself and thank God I didn’t do anything stupid.

P/s : Elly, be strong and let’s just be positive and life has to go on

My Myza wanted to buy me a jeans..

Myza suddenly told me that one day, she wants to find a job to help me…Whoooa……bercita cita tinggi ke anak aku nih…heheh..

Myza : Ibu, nanti Myza nak keje la ibu, macam ayah , macam ibu,

Ibu : Sayang kecik lagi, buat apa nak keje ?

Myza : Oklah..nanti Myza besar nak keje nak tolong ibu..

Ibu : Oh..so sweet…myza nak tolong ibu apa?

Myza : Nanti tak payah ibu beli Myza aiskrim, Myza beli sendiri. Nanti Myza nak belikan ibu suar jen ( jeans la tuh..)

That’s my Myza, she is full with imagination, stories, dreams and many more. My whole days at work sometimes made me think of her and also Ain. My only 2 and half hours at home ( after work ) is so precious …Every time I reach home, they will jump happily and so eager to see me and hubby. They will shout and the expression of their face is just so adorable.

Myza…Ain… you are my sun shine, my strength, my whole life and my inspiration.

My great weekend

Last weekend, I had a hectic day. On Saturday noon, me, Faeez ( my bro ) and my 2 kids went to Ampang Sport Planet ( tempat shooting Gol n Gincu tu..) to watch my hubby’s futsal tournament. My hubby went earlier as he had to do the preparation before the game started. We went there around 2.30 p.m, but once I reached there I find that my hubby’s team dah kalah ….too bad coz it was too late to watch the game. Actually I wanted to come early in the morning, but suddenly Ain was not feeling well and she had over slept after lalok with the cough dose all the way …heheheh..pity her.

So at last we only watched other games which are not related to my hubby’s team. Tak best lah..coz tak dpt tengok aksi hubby I yg pancit tu..hahahaha..

Myza and Ain ( walaupun demam nih ) had a wonderful time. They played around and suddenly Myza had entered an empty court and wanted to play football too. Aduhhh….mesti tak nak keluar dr court nih…So I asked hubby to rent 1 court and the funniest thing was only them and my brother Faeez were in the court. I just saw from the outside la..walaupun dlm hati ni ada hati nak join ni..tp control macho la kan….

They had a good time and really enjoyed it. We spent about 2 hours there and around 4.30 p.m, we leaved.

On Sunday, I went to Intan’s open house. Intan was my good friend since I was in secondary school. This was my first time being at Intan’s new place. Wow..it was such a big and nice house…and the open house was out of my expectation, I thought it was just a small occasion but suddenly with a big khemah bagai…my God, memang vass la…

So I met Sham, Aida, and one Chinese guy ( aisey, suddenly I forgot his name ), who used to be my ex classmates during school days. We had a great time and the food were nice…satay, nasi beriani, kuew teow…and mee bandung..hmmmm..yummy….We spent time about 2 hours at Intan’s place. Eat and eat and termasulah upacara gossip menggosip..hehehe

It such a long time we had not spend time together, me, Aida and Intan. Aida is one of my best friend too and people always labeled us as 3 stooges coz we were almost together for all the time during the school days ( termasuklah ke toilet ). The relationship between me and Aida were still fresh even though we had our new world and we are now just waiting for Intan’s wedding as me and Aida had entered the marriage world in advance…heheheh..hmmm…bila lah tu agaknye .

After got tired and full stomach at Intan’s, we went back home to my parent’s house in Ampang to prepare for our next "journey" to my own place at Seremban. Pheww…nasib baik ada maid, kalau tak pengsan aku….

When I reached Ampang, my kids were so exhausted as Myza and Ain were not feeling well too, they started to meragam la..apa lagi. Thank God they got asleep and finally I had some time to prepare my stuff and packed everything to go back Seremban la pulak.

I finally reached my place by 10.00 p.m. Ialah, plus dinner dulu at my parent’s house, nanti senang balik terus tido je…hehehe …strategi namanye tu..

I just don't know......

What would you do if you can’t change a certain part of your life?

mhmmmm.....

errrrr....

I don’t how to explain, I don’t know how to react, I don’t know how to tell, I don't know what to think, I JUST DON’T KNOW…….

Oh God, please give me strength to accept the things that I can’t change.

About me?

- Never expected to become a mother at the age of 25..but alhamdulillah…
I can managed well
- My life is my kids, Myza n Ain , they are my shine, my gold, my love,
my care, my heart, my pillow, my everything
- Sometimes I sleep with my mom...hehehe
- I like to window shop and my favorite mall is One Utama
- Tom yam is my favorite food
- I am very strict to my kids and also to my hubby
- I don’t like dirty, I always wants everything to look clean and beautiful
- I am very simple, jeans and tshirt is enough
- Still watching Doraemen and Sin chan
- Reading is my hobby and also…sleep
- I like to see a pretty lady, her eyes, lips, hair, pants..everything
about the prettiest.
- My mood is unpredictable, sometimes I can be over happy without
any reason, moody and feel sad towards a simple thing

Myza n school

Time is so fast. I am about to enter a new era of my life. Now I know the process of being a mother. I am about to survey a kindergarten for my kids. Whoaaa…it’s a great experience that I have to search for a good school , coz my kid is only 4 years old. But I decided to let her mix around with friends rather than just stay at home with her bibik without any activity.

So, I decided to register at one kindergarten nearby my house. Of course I need to find the place which has an extra service: transportation. Since me and my hubby will have no time to send and fetch her, we tried to find a school that provide the transportation services. I don’t mind to pay xtra, as long as my kid will have a safe journey.

I started to convince Myza that one day she will no longer stay home playing with adik, but she has to go to school. At first she got shocked when the first time I brought her to the school. Nothing much of her reaction. Well, okay la..coz she asked me to send her again ..just to play the jongkang jongkit..hahaha…whatever…

i don’t know how is her reaction on the first day school. But for sure, I have to consider my cuti with hubby for the first or second week of school. Habisla…mesti kena stay kat sekolah tu tunggu..hehehe

Well, I think this is the beginning of my life in order to face the growing of my kids. It’s only the first start and there will be more and more and more..so, let’s just wait n see…hehehe..

Raya 2006

I think it’s still not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends and who ever who knows me..(walaupun ni dah penghujung raya…hahaha). This year was a great raya to me because I had a wonderful time with my family at Kg Kuala Pilah. Me and my hubby decided to went back earlier which is 2 days before Raya coz I had to help my mother for Bakar lemang preparation the day before Raya. Wow, it was my second time experiencing in “bakar lemang” plus a hot weather and puasa pulak tu kan..But fortunately, I have a great uwan or granny who became the facilitator. So we decided to follow the instruction of the boss la..kalau tidak, tak menjadi pulak lemang.

So for the first day of raya, as usual, we woke up early to perform Solat Raya then went back home for “upacara bermaaf-maafan”.. The whole day of first raya, we only stay home waiting for a guess. A lot of relatives usually came to my grandmother’s house on the first day raya, and then on the second day of Raya, we started to visit their house.

Well, I had a wonderful time this year, eat..eat..eat..and eat. And of course, next year wouldl be different, it will be my hubby’s turn in Kelantan. It will be different culture, food, mood and environment and definitely no rendang, no ketupat, no nasi impit and you will see a lot of nasi dagang, nasi kerabu, nasi tomato, and more to rice menu.....So, Okay from now,till we meet again…..

What do you want in your life?

I always ask myself, what I want in my life. It is a general question with a subjective answer. Money? Maybe….

What would I do if I lost the ones that I love so much? Errrrr……..( speechless ).::.

Definitely, money still can’t buy the ones that I love…….

My first entry

Welcome to my first entry…hahaha…why am I so greedy to have so many blogs? Hehehe…. but nevamine, as long as I’ m happy, who cares if I have 10 or 20 or 50 blogs pun kannn? But seriously, this is maybe the platform that I can write and xpress how I feel. Well u know sometimes life is so suck , plus the headache of our daily routine, got to go to work, facing some weird people in tren, then come back home, cook dinner , ..argghhh…ko tak penat ke?. You can’t get a chance to xpress what u feel, something that maybe weird to some people, or maybe this is how i can produce something that people can learn..mana la tau kan, entah-entah ada yg menjadikan pengalaman I sebagai sumber inspirasi..hihihi..just kidding. Okay, let’s be positive and make things simple, so that u can look younger and live happy!!.